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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 16:34:54 GMT -5
"You could have fucking done something, Stefan! You were his best friend and-" She stopped. She couldn't talk anymore, tears were getting in the way. "And... And I loved him and..." She was just babbling now.
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 16:39:49 GMT -5
"At least I tried to do something!" Stefan roared. "I know this is all my fault. I know I should've been there. I know I'm a monster," He ranted, "I know I murdered two people." Stefan took a breath, "But at least I didn't fool around with another person when I knew someone else was in love with me..." His voice got quieter, but sharper as he finished his sentence.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 16:42:44 GMT -5
Snails looked up at him. "If I knew that Sen was in love with me, do you think I would have fooled around with that gothic wannabe?" Snails asked, taking a step towards him. "You hardly fucking know me, Stefan... Stop acting like you do..." She said, quickly trying to whipe the tears out of her face.
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 16:51:53 GMT -5
"Yeah, I do think that," Stefan said. "But you did know he was in love with you. He told you once. He told me that you went to the hospital. He didn't tell me why, but he told me that you said you were in love with him. And he said he was in love with you too. Everyone in this city knew that you were head over heels for him before that though."
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 16:54:24 GMT -5
Snails looked around. "I was scared..." She said quietly, not able to meet Stefan's eyes, but looking towards the church. "He was too great for me, Stefan... I'm so messed up and... I didn't want him to see that..."
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 16:56:56 GMT -5
"He would've accepted you anyway. He already had." Stefan said. "But now he's... dead," He had a hard time saying that, "And it doesn't matter anymore." Stefan turned towards the church and began walking back to it. "You should go back inside soon. It's what Sen would've wanted..."
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 17:06:13 GMT -5
Snails body shook with sobs as she sat down on the gravel and cried. "I'm so sorry, Sen..." She said softly through her tears. She wanted him back so badly. Snails looked back towards Stefan as he walked towards the church.
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 17:11:16 GMT -5
Stefan opened the door to the church and closed it quietly behind him. Snails had better come back inside. He walked back to where Emmy sat. "Sorry," He mumbled, sitting down and glancing at Emmy.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 17:12:44 GMT -5
Emmy just nodded and didn't say anything. She wasn't sure how she was suppose to feel against Stefan. Anger? Sympathy...? She really just wanted this funeral to be over with so she could leave...
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 17:15:47 GMT -5
Stefan could see that Emmy was confused. "If you need to tell me something, you can," He said. Maybe she wanted to be alone. "I can sit somewhere else if you want..." Stefan's voice became softer, and more like it had been, a week ago, before this whole thing.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 6, 2008 17:19:08 GMT -5
A small tear ran down Emmy's cheek. "No... It's fine," She said back and gave him a little smile. "Where did Snails go?" She asked quietly, watching the door to see her come back inside.
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Post by Sara on Sept 6, 2008 17:21:16 GMT -5
"She needed to get some air and be by herself for a bit," Stefan lied. "She'll be back soon." He hoped she would be anyway. If she didn't, Stefan planned on going back out there and dragging her back into the church. He shrugged and turned his head to look at the door.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 7, 2008 15:14:29 GMT -5
Emmy nodded. She didn't really want to talk to Stefan right now. Snails sighed and sat back out of the stairs. No way she was going back inside. She didn't even want to look at Stefan... Or the coffin, for that matter...
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Post by Sara on Sept 7, 2008 19:31:18 GMT -5
"Ahh," Stefan said, putting his head in his hands. He screwed up again. He was better off dead. Sen should be alive and Stefan should be dead. Now he was a murderer, a monster, and a bad boyfriend. God, Stefan hated himself.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Sept 7, 2008 19:34:02 GMT -5
Emmy glanced at Stefan and then stood up and walked outside to Snails. She didn't want to be mad at him, but she didn't know what other emotion she could have been feeling right at that moment.
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