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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Jun 3, 2009 2:45:49 GMT -5
J.D stumbled through the lots, eyeing the names of all of them. What was she going to do when David came back to get her and she was pregnant with Logan's kid? Maybe she could get an abortion before it was too late. She wasn't completely against that. Morals were for people who understand what was going on in life and J.D didn't even know what kind of life she had led before two weeks ago.
She sat down on the gravel road, her back against one of the small empty buildings and looked up at the sky. It was cloudy and not the good kind. "Ugh..." She groaned, tilting her head back so the it rested on the building as well. "I'm lost, I'm pregnant, I don't know anybody in this fucking town that I can stay with-" The noice of thunder crashed and rain started to fall. "And now it's fucking raining..."
She smiled slightly, knowing that if she didn't smile then she would start crying. But denial wasn't one of J.D's best attributes. "Fuck!" She screamed as if echoed through the lots. "Fuck my life..." She said, this time in a whisper to herself. "Danm it..."
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Post by dramaqueenkat101 on Jun 3, 2009 2:53:19 GMT -5
Logan cruised through the open lots, knowing J.D would be there. He pulled up his hood as it started to rain, and heard J.D screaming. He took his damn well time, measuring each footstep from the other one. He ran a hand through his hair, knowing J.D wouldn't even wanna look at him. He cared about her. He liked her. He was happy for that one moment, his impulses told him to bring the girl home, take care of her. She was his responsiblilty now. He couldn't get herself killed. He didn't know what he was going to say to her once he was 10..9...8..7..6..5..4..3..feet away from her on the concrete side walk. She looked terrified, scared. His heart wrenched. He opened his mouth to say something. "What..can.....I do?" he managed to choke out. He didn't know if she would understand him through the rain and thunder, but it was worth a shot.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Jun 3, 2009 3:04:02 GMT -5
J.D knew that he was there before he said anything. She could sense it was him. Was that part of being pregnant? You could sense your baby's father when he was near? Or was that just J.D? What could he do to help? She could think of a few choice words for that answer, but she held them back. He was obviously really trying to help. It wasn't exactly his fault that he completely fucked up all her plans. She took part of the blame, obviously. I mean, it takes two to do it and he sure as Hell didn't rape her. She finally looked up at him. She couldn't make out his face very well through the rain, but she could tell that he had about the same look as she did. Pure fear. She stood up slowly and walked towards him. She stood in front of him for a moment, debating on if she should slap him or not. She raised her arm, but then wrapped it around him, wrapping the other one around him as well. She felt weak and pathetic, but it made her feel a bit better knowing that Logan felt the same way. "I don't know what to do, Logan..." She said through silent tears.
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Post by dramaqueenkat101 on Jun 3, 2009 3:08:31 GMT -5
He wrapped his arms around her tiny waist as well, his heart completely breaking now. He did this to her. He made her life like this. "I did this to you." he whispered in her ear. He made sure to breathe slowly again before he said something else. "I'll never forgive myself for doing this to you. I'm sorry." he wrapped his arms tighter around her. "For everything." he added, knowing he had alot to be sorry for.
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Post by !@# Emmanuelle Caron $%& on Jun 3, 2009 16:06:06 GMT -5
You know the days when it's kind of warm outside, but every few minutes a really cool breaze would come through and the day just felt perfect. That's how J.D felt right now. The warmth of Logan's arms wrapped around her with the cold rain dropping on every part of her that Logan didn't cover felt amazing... But she would have much rather been inside. And she was starving. "Logan...?" She asked quietly, looking up at him while her arms were still tightly wrapped around his body. "Can we..." She felt foolish asking for more stuff from him. "Can we go eat somewhere...?" She smiled slightly. "I... I can pay. Or work it off or something." She didn't know what that meant, she just knew that she was hungry.
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Post by dramaqueenkat101 on Jun 3, 2009 16:10:31 GMT -5
Logan chuckled, well, more like a huff, at J's settleness and said, "Yeah. Anything. Don't worry about it, i'll pay." He let go of J.D and instead took her hand. "All I know is that you're sure as hell not staying out here. If you don't wanna stay with me, at least let me get you a hotel room or something." said Logan as he slipped out of his jacket and put it around J's shoulders. He didn't mind the rain, but he knew J would start shivering. Again, she was his responsibility now, no matter how bad of any shape she was in. And besides, she also had his kid. He needed her to be as comfortable as possible.
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